falling for you was easy
you made it so
future tripping and saying sweet sentiments
you liked how I love ice cream and can't just have one bite
you held my fave when we kissed
you spoke of going on trips and being in one another's lives
months down the line
and then one day, after a mini getaway, after a week of growing feelings
you express you can't date
you're not okay with yourself
you can't be a good partner
you might be an alcoholic
... and I think to myself, as I lay here with tears streaming down my face, I was meant to meet you.
to become part of your journey, even if that switches tracks to friends.
though I don't know how to stop feelings dead in their path
I'm willing to learn
for nothing happens in gods world by mistake
