you are a distant memory now
an obsession and a fantasy that lasted far too long
but also taught me so much
about addiction
about true love
about growth
about truth
about honesty
about intimacy
what a gift, what an honour, what a beautiful moment in time
life is short and so very sweet, when you let go and let god
control will always be a struggle
to let go is not natural, but when i do, good things happen
new careers and new purposes are born
new people full of life and full of love enter my life
i am grateful. to you, to him, to the past and to budding love
