electric shock

posted on: 4.07.2019

it felt like a shock of electricity except straight to her heart

engaged

mere months after they spent a weekend together tangled up in a messy kind of love, full of fears and a need for forgiveness that she naively thought was possible

the first thing that popped into her mind was ‘he doesn’t look happy’

but maybe he is, maybe he moves fast with every relationship, maybe this one is different, maybe not, maybe this one has stolen title of love of his life, maybe she was just someone he could reach his own milestones with, and upon her departure he found another

maybe a lot of things

but there is no maybe for the pain she feels now upon finding out this news

no, it’s definite.

loud and definitely seeking to be heard.

-I truly hope you’re happy with your new me