despondent

WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP

I am despondent

because you are asleep at the wheel

swerving off the road

the cool hands of depression waiting for you with open arms

WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP

I shout but you silenced me. everywhere. I scream as loud as I can but you can't hear me.

I want to control your journey

I want to rescue you from your sorrow

I want to right all my wrongs

I want you to want to heal.

I am selfish

I am not okay

because I know you're not okay

I can feel it. I can feel you. thousands of miles away. it was another lifetime, now. but still, I feel you.

I am despondent.

WAKE. UP.

before it's too late.