I had a dream about you last night. I was touching your head, caressing, comforting, cuddling, and it was so real. My dreams are always so real. I woke up in a blissful state, with a smile on my face and in my heart. But then reality hit. It was just a dream. I couldn't sleep. I felt that ball start to form in the back of my throat. My eyes started to get hot. Tears flowed. I thought about calling, emailing, anything, but my better judgement said not to. Let it be. Let him be. I just wanted to tell you about my weekend. I just wanted to chat, you know? Like we've been friends forever. But sometimes you have to listen to your head, even if your heart is screaming something else. To silence the heart is not an easy feat, even if you know it's best. I miss you.
