One too

posted on: 4.21.2019

One drink too many is a scary place for me

Walking home in the fog

Alone and reflecting on loneliness

One drink too many is a scary place for me

In my mind it's like a trap

You know better than to reach out

To try and quench your imminent aloneness

But your mind likes to play tricks on you

Telling you it's okay, it's warranted, you're angry, you're hurt, these feelings are warranted

And while they do, they're absolutely none of his fucking business

You have an energy, as your past politely put it. A really bright and vibrant energy about you. And he can no longer access it.

It's his loss.

People are rooting for you.