the disease is two fold: (1) of the mind and (2) of the spirit
I am blessed that I do not have the third prong; the allergy
Unless one can have an allergy to promiscuity, low self worth, and acting out
My mind tells me you need someone to make you whole, happy, beautiful
And fill the void that you've always felt
Maybe you were born this way, maybe you were raised this way, maybe it's simply genetics or a combination of nature and nurture
But at the end of the day, you've always felt like an "other"
Since you can remember, yours were the only divorced parents
Yours was the only broken home, with a mom and a dad that couldnt stand to be in the same room
Not even talk on the phone
A childhood of fighting, neglect, emotional abandonment, abuse, addiction, and so much acting out that went unnoticed, or rather avoided
Yes, yours is a disease of the mind and spirit
Your mind plays tricks on you, and your spiritual connection suffers as a result
But thank the many heavens and universes and powers that be
For you found a solution and you're on the road to happy destiny
One filled with like minded souls, on a path to greater awareness and growth
And you are young, you are oh so brave, you are beautiful and you are smart
You are always going to do better when you know better
And your commitment to this journey is solid and unwavering
You got this,
Girlfriend
