i let you

posted on: 4.27.2018

walk all over me.
i let you.

play with my heart.
i let you.

disregard my feelings.
i let you.

blame me.
i let you.

shame me.
i let you.

hate me.
i let you.

hold me.
i let you.

be mean to me.
i let you.

because it's easier than being alone
because it's easier than looking fear in the eyes
because it's easier than honouring myself, my pain, my joy, my love.

...because it's easier than loving myself.