loneliness is a disease of the spiritually unfit. if you fill the black hole inside your soul with a belief in a higher power, you are never alone. that's what they say. and i've felt the effects of filling that hole. but some days.. man. some days feel so incredibly empty. like you cannot fathom the idea of a higher power not to mention filling the lonely, gaping hole that is within you. some days you want to crawl into the hole itself, seek refuge from your own mind and turn off all the lights, all the words, all the sounds and sights. you want to feel nothing, because it would be so much better than feeling the gnawing rawness of your empty hole. and then in a moment of service, in a sweet change of scenery, in a coffee shop full of strangers, where the energy vibration moves from low to medium. in a moment you can be full again, or half full. listening to the right talk, hearing the right experience, knowing without a doubt that you. are. not. alone. is the best cure to the disease of loneliness. don't lower your standards. read it over. and over. and over again. until it fits. pick up a book, go for a walk, remind yourself that nature is always there for you. mother nature will always, always be there for you to fill that dark hole. get outside of yourself. in any way you can. and remember it's temporary. that hole will fill and empty, fill and empty, fill and empty, your lifetime over.
