You wanted to say hello
And goodbye
Simultaneously
Why do I want your attention ?
You’re in the dark
Hiding your pain from yourself
And everyone else. But I see through you
Using my body as a skape goat
And countless others, I am sure
Trust isn’t something you emanate
Despite that, there I was
Emotionally raw, waiting
For you to fill the shoes of someone else
Someone sweeter
Someone who knows me
Someone who understands intimacy
Where are you?
I’m tired
Of trying, of failing, of resisting, of wanting, of searching, of relentlessly hoping, of changing
Come back, please
Where are you ?
