marathon runner.
you run from everything.
true intimacy is fucking scary.
so you run.
true love is fucking terrifying.
so you run.
make drama, make waves in the calm water.
but running is exhausting.
and still scary.
and still terrifying.
watch the water with its slight ripple. stay still for a change.
breathe through new experiences.
real intimacy is good for you. real love is not something to be afraid of. it's inside of you.
it's all so new.
open the door to it, instead of slamming it on his fingers like you did in the past.
he didn't deserve that.
retire your running shoes. you were never a runner, don't kid yourself.
